Sigh

The past couple of months have had their ups and downs. Sometimes I am scared to weigh them in fear the downs with out weigh the ups. Through the constant support of a handful of people I am learning to keep my head up because for once in my life I feel like someone has my back.
There have been times in my past when I was going through bad times and i felt I was there to float it out alone, which made it harder to make it through. This year I have has a few old friends and someone new in my like stand by my side. These aren't the people who just sit back and tell you everything will be ok, they actually reached out and proved that they had my back and they were there to help me get through.
Since August of last year I keep looking at all the things that have happened and wonder WHEN WILL IT END. I then have to stop and look at the blessings that have came my direction, some of those blessing s would not have happened had it not been for those hard times.
I am thankful for those who helped me in the unexpected moving process. I had a few friends I would have NEVER expected to help me .... offer more than enough support. Although I may not talk to some of these people on a regular bases something brought them my direction when I needed it.
I went through ups and downs with relationships but yes that situation turned out the best. I have never EVER felt the way I do in my currently relationship. All of the things I thought just don't actually happen in real relationships, have happened. I have found someone who supports me, accepts me and all my flaws, has my back through THICK AND THIN, loves me, does not hide me, I honestly feel he completes me. I say that because the way I feel now is unlike I have ever felt, even in a 5 year relationship that included marriage.
I have to sit back and think of the goals that I have set for myself along with the goals I have set with my future husband, I feel that he is the person who will be there to help me achieve these goals and motivate me to continue trying.
Its funny how when some people aren't happy in life or can't get their way they try to ruin everyone's happiness, but only the strong can survive. This is to anyone who reads this or has tried to do me wrong in anyway:
No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. Isaiah 54:17
From this day forward I will no longer let the small things get me upset I am moving forward knowing that I have a wonderful family, a few great friends, and a loving partner that support me and have my back. This bond that I have with these people has been tested and looking at where we stand now.
From this da